Uninspiring

Yes I am a bit slack at this but for those of you who actually read my first post I did say this was going to happen. I have perfected the art of bumming and I’m getting a little bit freaked out at how I’m a little too comfortable at doing absolutely nothing. My parents have been telling me to get a job but I’m just not feeling it, maybe a lack of motivation? I don’t know.

Contrary to popular belief, I actually do want to have a job with a somewhat steady income and just do something with this uneventful life of mine. Actually going through the motion of job hunting is a whole other story. Although honestly I really need to get off my ass and find work because this is getting a bit ridiculous.

Coming back home has been, for lack of a better word, mind-numbing… Life as a student you’ve only got two options, you fail or you pass, therefore all you need to figure out is how to achieve the latter. That constant I had for most of my life has been taken away as soon as I finished my course and it’s nothing but terrifying. I just don’t know what the hell I’m suppose to do or be. I’m living life on autopilot and I’m not ready to take the wheel.